Dmitry Shepelev wrote a farewell letter to Jeanne Friske

Exactly one year ago Jeanne Friske did not become. Today, her friends, colleagues and fans place social networks on posts dedicated to the singer.
The past year was very difficult for Dmitry Shepelev. TV host for many months refused to comment on the latest news in the media and discuss his life with Zhanna Friske.

Today Dmitry Shepelev for the first time frankly told about how this year passed for him without his beloved woman. Grazia published a letter from Dmitry Shepelev, dedicated to the singer.

Dmitry Shepelev prepared himself for the departure of Jeanne Friske

The death of Zhanna Friske did not become a surprise to her family. Last months the family knew that the singer was very little.

Dmitry Shepelev confesses that he tried to prepare for the death of his beloved, but leaving Jeanne brought a pain that was hard to accept:

I tried to get ready as soon as I could. Tried to imagine this moment, I often thought about how this would happen - there was no doubt that it was only a matter of time. I read a lot, from medical books to spiritual literature, gently asked my relatives, trying to find out how they lived through this moment. Everything turned out to be useless: an instant, when you find out that everything is over, paralyzes, mutes, stunned, stunned and completely empty. It is difficult to say whether the tragic news brought relief, which could only be dreamed of in a desperate marathon two years of struggle for life. Probably not. Instead of relief, emptiness came. And then the pain.

Dmitry Shepelev coped with the loss of Zhanna Friske thanks to another woman

Not afraid to cause a wave of indignation in his address, Dmitry Shepelev openly admitted that another woman, whom he did not know before, helped him to cope with the pain. She was near all this year, but she could not replace Dmitry Jeanne Friske. Meanwhile, the TV host is grateful to this woman for his support:

The whole year my only person was one person. Only she ventured to be with me and share this terrible time. How important it was to me that after all these years they finally took care of me. How important it was that I can give love and care. I must have fallen in love, but I could not. I still lived in the past, what a pity. And still thanks to her, my only angel, my tender savior

Dmitry Shepelev builds plans for the future

To overcome the pursuit of Dmitry's pain, he tried to accept it. This helped to reset everything that was weighing on the last few years.

The TV presenter is making plans for the future and no longer lives in the past:

A year has passed. Pain, confusion, fear, anger have subsided. It seems to me that this is behind us. I found strength to push off, leaving the bottom somewhere far below me. I began to ask myself questions about the future, to make plans, and at last thought about what I wanted. I no longer live in the past. And only sometimes, at the most unexpected moments I understand how I miss you. What a pity that now you are not around. I tell my son about you, and he listens attentively. He knows your voice, knows your face and smile. And I recognize you in it, in small things, in turning your head, at your fingertips, laughing. And from this I firmly know that love is alive without presence. She just is.