First love after years

I went to Kharkov for a seminar on network marketing. I did not want to go, because I had to leave for a couple of days my tomboy - five-year-old Mishka and two-year Svetlanka. And, of course, Dashka, my beloved wife. But there's nothing to do. Promising to behave roughly and bring children gifts, and his wife - himself loved, went on the road-road. Unfortunately, my fears were confirmed, and the seminar was extremely tedious. Did not help even the cartoons that I drew on the speakers from boredom. I wanted to drink black coffee with cognac and smoke a cigarette. Having jumped out of the hall, I went straight to the cafe, ordered an invigorating drink and went out to the terrace to smoke. Leaning his elbows on the railing, he peered at the cars passing by and thought only that after some two days I would return home, I would hug my kids and my wife ... When I suddenly felt warm and soft palms before my eyes. "Guess who?" Whispered a stranger in my ear. - By the way, smoking - health damage ... Learned me, cat ...? I instantly remembered this cooing voice, and the fragrance of well-groomed hands, and ... I remembered everything! It is impossible to believe that fate brought me to Anna and Anna in this city after all these years. How I loved her! All these years, he taught himself that he had forgotten this girl, that she was only a memory to me. But, as you can see, the heart can not be deceived: it is ready to jump out of the chest, the mouth is dry, and I just stare at Anya, unable to say anything!

She was amazing! Stylish blonde with huge green eyes, sharp, well-groomed figure in a fashionable suit. Yeah ... And it has not changed at all since you left me. I traded for my best friend and career, drove off to rich America for a dream of a better life, and I realized that I did not fit into the perfect design of Anina's life ...
- What are you doing here? - I whispered in confusion. "After all, you seem to have left for America ... Permanently ..."
"As you can see, no," she laughed loudly. "I did leave, but then I returned." There were no men like here ... "Anya tilted her head slightly, looking at me from under the fluffy lashes. - Such as you ... My ex-lover knew perfectly well the power of her charms, but most importantly - skillfully used them. Anya knew perfectly well how she acts on men, and skillfully used it. I could not help but succumb to her cooing voice ... The heart that stopped pounding, then broke in a frenzied rhythm, after these words, it seemed, went crazy! I began to babble about common acquaintances and a boring seminar, but Anya suddenly interrupted me with a question that I expected to receive only a positive response:
"Maybe we'll meet in the evening, go to the bar, and you'll treat me to Mojito."
- I do not know ... I was going to prepare for tomorrow's report ...
- Igor, what are you ...? Leave the girl one to miss at the bar?
Anya smoothly took my hand and paid attention to the wedding ring.
- Wow! .. So you're married, it turns out!
- Yes. I suffered a little after you left with my best friend in America, and then got married.
"Oh, how rancorous we are!" - Anya, it seemed, forgot about the ring and drew closer to me. "Let the stone be thrown at me by one who never made mistakes." I did not marry just because I could not forget you, Igorek ... "She looked sadly at me and languidly sighed.
I did not have time to reply, because at that moment we were invited to the hall for the next report. Anya took a place next to me, and, no matter how I tried to move away, her thigh was snug against my leg. Through the fabric of trousers I could feel the warmth of her body ... Her long hair touched my cheek, and from the pleasant fragrance of perfume I felt dizzy. I should have urgently taken myself in hand! As soon as the seminar was over, I immediately wanted to rush to the exit, but suddenly I felt that someone was holding me by the elbow tensely.
"Igoresh, where are you going?" Decided to run away from me? - Ani's eyes radiated a sneer. "Was he frightened?"
"I'm just tired and I want to go to bed early." But ... - hesitated, because he did not want to look like a coward.

In the end, it took so many years! What am I afraid of?
"If you insist, then at eight in the foyer." But, I warn you: not for long! In the room, I sank heavily into the armchair and took a breath, after thinking a second, dialed the home number. The wife took off her trumpet and was sincerely delighted:
- Oh, Igorek! It's great that you called! We have so much news for you! Mishka had one more tooth, and Svetochka is a bit feverish, probably because of the fact that Dad is not around. Listening to such a close and native voice of Dashkin, I caught myself thinking that there is nothing better than a loving and faithful wife and children who will never betray you or give up. And I do not need any intrigues and this kind of adventure. Then what's wrong with me?
"I miss you," he admitted and added: "I'll be back as soon as possible." I decided for myself that I will not drink much, so as not to lose control. After all, I'm a young man, and Anya ... Anya is a super-chic woman who obviously wants me. And, as far as I remember, she is not one of those who easily retreats from the goal. In general, at 20:00 I was waiting for my "ex". And after seeing her spectacular exit, I realized that I would have to keep a real defense! A short black dress revealed more than concealed: a deep decollete showed that the hostess "forgot" to put on a bra, the stockings on stockings attracted the man's gaze and excited the imagination.
- Looks gorgeous ... - Anya looked into my eyes and pressed passionately for an "innocent" kiss on the cheek.
"You too ..." I answered in a hoarse voice. But it seems that she was not interested in my answer, as she, smoothly shaking her hips, moved toward the bar, leaving me, like a fool, to stand with her mouth open. At first the conversation did not come off, but after a second glass of whiskey (I promised myself that this was the last!), The atmosphere was a little out of order, and we got to talking. To tell the truth, I was flattered that such a beautiful young lady, who can have any man, so openly seduces me.

He looks closely into my eyes , laughs at my jokes, ostensibly touches my hand ... No doubt, alcohol drunk into my head, because when I heard the music, I pulled Anya to dance. Enveloping my neck with tender hands and clinging to my whole body, the former huge love closed my eyes and seemed to completely abandon what was happening. From the top to the bottom I saw a stunning view of the half-naked chest and birthmark just above the left collarbone ... Suddenly I was swept by the flow of memories, because once I kissed every centimeter of Ani's body! Here we are engaged in fierce love, like starving animals, and in a second - gently, like trembling adolescents. And now, looking at this black dot, I realized that I'm missing ...
- All right, it's time. It's too early to get up early tomorrow, "I said, pushing the supple female body too sharply.
"But ..." She lost her head, but quickly took herself in hand and continued with a charmingly cooing voice. "You do not even escort me to the number?" Thinking that nothing wrong with escorting the girl to the door, no, I agreed. Anya, it seemed, changed tactics, because she no longer bothered me and did not cuddle up. Therefore, I somewhat weakened the defense and somehow imperceptibly for myself accepted the offer to go to her room. I was flattered that such a smart young lady openly solicits me ... Yes, and what kind of man could resist?
As soon as the door closed behind me, Anya pushed me hard against the wall and kissed me passionately, then again and again ...
"Did you miss me, darling?" She whispered, breathing panting.
It was very difficult to resist such a pressure, and for a young healthy man, it seemed generally impossible task. The heat that swept over my body reached the highest degree and immediately auknulsya piercing desire in the lower abdomen. Naturally, my temptress felt it, because she slightly raised her knee and lightly pushed it against my groin.

In the eyes darkened ...
"You do not have to say anything." Me and so everything is clear ... - Anya said this, slowly dropping her hands to the strap on my trousers. Still staring intently into my eyes, she began to unbutton the buckle. It seemed that I was deaf, so much blood pulsed in my temples. Blood pounded in the temples, there was not enough air from excitation ... What was going on with me? I could not resist this obsession with passion.
I was already thinking badly about what I was doing, because there was a feeling of unreality in what was happening: a seminar in a strange city, a former love in the face of a stunning blonde, and somewhere in the subconscious there loomed the figure of a wife with children ... For some time I tried to resist inexorably rushing flow of passion, but, frankly, it did not work out very well for me. Anya left the strap alone and reached for me with a slightly dry, full lips. No man in my place could not resist ... I was no exception! Greedily fell to her lips, and we, going back and stumbling across the meager furniture of the room, did not come off each other, reached the bed. But Anya, to my surprise, got up at the head and said in a capricious voice:
"Now, Igorek." Give five minutes to make everything unforgettable! .. When she turned on the music, I thought that maybe she had planned everything, and I, like a puppet, fulfill all her whims. But the thought vanished as soon as Anya began slowly, to the music, to take off her dress. The room was dark, so her semi-nude body glowed with porcelain whiteness. Sexy lacy panties - and nothing more, no obstacles! I threw myself at him with a growl, finally drowning out the shy remorse. Anya laughed and made an attempt to escape, but I was already so wound up that another second - and there would be an explosion! I wanted her no less than she did me ...

The tension seemed to be in the air. Looking into her suddenly darkened eyes with a predatory gleam, I remembered a picture from a fantastic book about female cats: a predatory curve of the back, half-closed sharp teeth ... Whatever thoughts flashed into the mind whirled and evaporated, there was only one thing left: "I WANT! Here and now, and let everything else wait ... I'll think about this later, maybe tomorrow ... or never ... "Anya saddled me and began to take off her shirt. The girl did not want to hurry, what further inflamed my burning desire. Throwing her shirt out of bed, Anya bent down and lightly touched the lips of my neck, intending to descend below. At the same time, she was already unbuttoning the zipper on her trousers, which, as luck would have it, did not want to give in. After several minutes of fuss Anne crouched softly and with anger in her voice said:
"What is it?" Pants, probably, your dear little wife bought ... I already got thrown up from these words and the intonation with which they were spoken. I took her hands and pushed her away, Anne nodded understandingly.
"Yes, it's better you, or I'll break my nails."
- No, better not at all!
- What will not? She blinked in surprise with her eyelashes. - You do not want? I listened to myself and realized that the desire was gone and was replaced by disappointment. My ex-girlfriend did not suddenly inflame me with unearthly feelings, but just wanted to make sure that I was still in her power and with the slightest wave of fingernails I would resort to the call. Listening to myself, suddenly realized that the desire was replaced by disappointment. I did not want her anymore. And as if the shroud fell from my eyes ...
She is an owner, that's why she was so upset that I do not suffer from her until now, but I'm happy, married, I have children ... From these thoughts I became frightened, because even a little bit more, I would make the biggest mistake in own life.
"Yes, I do not want you any more," he said, and he believed it. "And please leave your attempts to seduce me."
- What?! Who seduced you ?! Yes, I need you painfully ... - Anya for a second turned into a fury.
- Come on, Anka. I understand everything: one in the city, bored, and here I am. In general, never mind. I have a family, two wonderful kids. Once in a quick way - not for me. Sorry ...
- What?! Anya already suffocated with anger.
- Yes you ... you ... A wretched henpecked man! I lifted my shirt from the floor and, not listening to the curse that followed me, left the room. I did not lose myself with hopes and completely gave the report that from now on I'm for Ani an enemy. I rejected her, and she is not one of those who can accept this. And I do not care about her. Let him live his life, and I will live my life.

In my number I quickly collected a few things and the next morning left Kharkov home. All the way to Kiev, I thought about Dasha, who pulled me out of the abyss of despair after Ani's betrayal; about the children who every night when I come home from work, they come to meet me and jump on their hands; about a hot dinner and a warm bed; about the confidence in the future, which gives permanence. I sighed in relief with the thought that nothing would change, that I had absolutely no reason to feel remorse. I did not tell my wife that I would come earlier - I wanted to arrange a surprise. I went to the store and bought children sweets, and my wife - the perfume, which she had long dreamed of. Opening the front door, he heard Mishka drop something on the floor and plaintively asked Dasha:
- Mom, are you sure that Daddy will like it? I really want to give him a present for my visit.
"Of course, I'll like it ..." the wife did not have time to answer, because she was deafened by the cry of the children: "Hooray!" Dad came! "Taking the children by the hand, I went to the wife sitting on the floor and bent down to kiss her. Dashutkin's face shone with joy, and this was the best reward.
"Well, little pencils, what should I like there?" - I looked at the ripped sheets of paper and the felt-pens everywhere.
"Daddy, I made you a postcard, and Svetka drew a drawing, and my mother helped us, and I also want to show you a tooth!"
"And I brought you presents." Fly! - in a tone to children I said. "How did I miss you all!"
I did not tell my wife about the seminar and Ana. What for? Do you want to worry about her again? The main thing is that I once and for all clarified everything for myself. From now on, former love will remain only the former - and no exceptions!