Day of luck
There is a remarkable novel by the Scandinavian writer Jan Eckholm "Tutta Karlsson, the first and only, Ludwig the Fourteenth and others." The one who read it probably remembers the touching love story of the fox Ludwig Larsen and the chicken Tutta Karlsson. After the first broadcast, when Tanya Romanenko turned into Tutta Larsen, the listeners were already perceived only in connection with this unusual, memorable name. Life Tutty - Tanya in some ways resembles the fate of the heroes of the tale. Perhaps this is even a prophecy. Here everything is very complicated, confusing and ... painful. What did not happen in Tanya's life: creative success, career growth, passionate love stories, betrayals of men, loss of a child, and long years of loneliness. "Despite the fact that I was born and grew up in the Donbas, absolutely did not feel in a pretentious Moscow clogged provincial. I always dreamed of living and working in this city, I was encouraged by the upcoming studies at the best university in the country - MSU, and the fact that I can get a chance to become part of a huge metropolis, with its incredible opportunities and prospects. I once had to clamp, feel shy, think about complexes of incomprehensible inferiority. The only thing that bothered me was the strong Ukrainian accent. But friends from the hostel from me quickly knocked him out. And very simple, but sophisticated method - teased, pinned. Exactly for a year the soft talk evaporated in an unknown direction. As for domestic issues, then I, of course, they had enough. Like many, there was no normal housing, beautiful rags, not enough money for food. So after all on a court yard - 1991. Large bills in the students were rare. I remember how my friends and I stayed at the hostel for a few days sitting on tea with breadcrumbs. Nothing wrong. Only then, when I began to earn, and more or less normally eat, then a few weeks suffered from stomachaches and all kinds of disorders - so the body has weaned from human food. I was incredibly lucky - I immediately went to one of the most interesting faculties in the world - journalistic. And at the office of economic journalism and advertising, for that time - the exercises are very exotic. But I chose this training not by chance: my mother spent all her life engaged in economic journalism, became the first representative of the media in the country, openly supported the striking miners in the press, was considered the journalistic mouthpiece of their unions, worked for several news agencies, including Swedish. I followed in her footsteps. True, advertising in the country was just beginning. It seemed to me that in the future it would be quite promising, money work. In addition, I was lucky twice - I was in the last stream of entrants of the Soviet Union, who entered free of charge. Already in the following year, after the coup, the citizens of Ukraine acted as foreigners and only for a paid branch. Of course, our family did not have that kind of money. Accordingly, in Moscow I would never have got, and as if my future life was formed, it is not known. "
Day of violation of public morality
"I started working on the second year. At first, together with friends, they were hanging out in the advertising department of one of the companies. But quickly realized that advertising - it's not mine. And then the fate of the incident intervened. One of the leading musical programs became ill, there was no one to go on the air. They set me up. So I became the leading music news on BIZ TV, then came to MTV. And went-went. In the literal sense, she became the first vizier of Russia. We with the guys were one of the first to bring live human communication to the screen. Before that, only the speakers - "talking heads" - were in the frame. In other words, we became TV presenter, who did not broadcast, - talked to the audience in one language, exclusively on the air. We allowed ourselves absolutely everything: gesturing, laughing, sad and even crying. It was so lively, interesting, that as work was not perceived - a continuous buzz. And when for such a pleasure they also began to pay, fortunately there was no limit! At first we were considered experimental youngsters, a certain theater, which was broadcasted with a single farewell message: "In the frame you are allowed everything. The main thing - do not swear and do not show a bare ass. " On the one hand, this is a plus, on the other - a minus. We, of course, expressed ourselves, but made a lot of mistakes. On the air, people regularly dialed inadequate people, and curses broke out, and the scenery fell in the frame, and the cameras forgot to turn off, and we did not know about it. So they continued to whip about already "about his, about the girl". But in fact all the charm of the live broadcast. And if you are a professional, if your tongue is properly suspended and you do not climb into a pocket for words, then it's cool. It is important - in an extreme situation not to be embarrassed, not to get lost, not to bother. Then any embarrassment can be wrapped up for yourself. We calmly expressed our opinion about politicians, although they had no political convictions. In 1992 I pierced my nose, in 1993 I made the first tattoo. Can you imagine how it looked like? As a violation of all norms, the trampling of morals, regimes! What the devil and the devil I did not appear in the frame - and bald, and with an iron tooth, and in a war paint. I was never interested in public opinion and public taste. "
Day of brutal loss
The first time I got married while still studying (the first husband of Tatyana is the guitarist of the IFK group Maxim Galstyan). Together we lived for eight years. It was a long, serious relationship, which ended in utter alienation from each other. Feelings are gone, relations are exhausted. Although it was a good experience. Otherwise, today I would be different - with stupid priorities, always rushing somewhere, wanting to look defiant, and nothing else, always building men, with fear something can not be done, with the desire to be necessarily first, and God forbid, second. In a word, unnecessary fuss reigned to anyone. She went away with unnecessary problems, pulling on trifles, wasting time not on those people. " Eight years ago in the life of Tutta, a tragedy happened. Women will understand this hell. At the 32nd week of pregnancy, Tatiana had to go through artificial births with real contractions, attempts, unthinkable pain. On the one hand, she gave birth as any normal woman in labor, on the other - she knew that there was no child. It was then doctors said that the problem could be diagnosed much earlier, the week on the 17th, but the true state of things the patient was informed only on the 32nd. Since then, the mother knew what the grave was for the child. After there was a severe long-term depression. I did not want to live, although there was no thought of suicide. Then there was nothing at all: no thoughts, no emotions, no moods, no desires. Tanya died painfully - both morally and physically. For a long time I was in the hospital, my mother was always with me. The temperature kept for 40, constant droppers, medicines ... She explains: "The whole body collapsed." Very good doctors, mother and religion helped to survive. Many believe that the tragedy happened because of a frivolous, irresponsible attitude to yourself and your baby. First of all - a live demonstration of the rounded tummy, permanent photo shoots lasting until the eighth month, high tonic and jeans with a low belt, exposing the future baby as if for show. Tanya categorically disagrees. "Pregnancy was a huge joy, which I dreamed of sharing with the whole world, I wanted to show everyone how nice it is to be expecting a baby. And the woman in the position is by no means fat, not terrible, not sick. She is beautiful. I felt great, I did not suffer from toxicosis, there was so much strength and energy in me! On the ground did not go - flied, fluttered, everywhere hanging out. And I was not afraid of evil eyes, evil eyes. Many actresses were shot on the covers of the glossies in an interesting situation: Demi Moore, Pamela Anderson. And nothing. It's probably in another. Simply, my husband and I could not give the baby what he truly deserves. Here the kid also has decided to not appear on light. Everyone who does not let God fall into a state similar to mine - a terrible depression and misfortune, I can suggest the best way out: with all your might, hit your palm on the head (or in the ass) and say calmly: "Yes you should not be ashamed, expensive? Gather up immediately and get up. " If a person walks by himself, breathes, nothing hurts him - only for this it is necessary to be immensely grateful to God. Of course, it's bad when you lose your job, you suffer if the man leaves you ... But, believe me, this is far from the worst thing. But when the illness permanently immobilizes, and already you yourself, without help, you can not rise, when you feel that you are becoming a burden, and there is no way out - then you finally begin to understand what it is - the real joy of being. It's that you're just alive. And the rest, believe me, will surely be adjusted, because God gives man exactly as much as he can stand. "
Birthday of Luke
From misfortune to happiness is not so far away - Tanya will soon find out about this: a new relationship with another man will return the ease and joy of communication again, and in 2005 her son Luke appeared. Her maternal bliss, she took a long time from other people's eyes, but pregnancy and childbirth were surprisingly easy. And the joy, perhaps, would be complete if that man stayed with them. But he left, and the birthday of Tutta's personal, feminine, happiness was postponed for several years. "Through the time when my son was born, I completely stopped taking offense at people. All resentments, and even more so, of men, long ago in the past. To each of them I am grateful already for the fact that they were close to each other, and that each of them has a lot of bright, kind, real. Well, for teaching the difficult lessons is especially grateful. I called my son Luka, because, firstly, it's a biblical name, and secondly, that's the name of one of his great-grandfathers. This time the pregnancy was easy. I gave birth myself, without problems and very quickly. When my son was brought to me for the first time and laid on his tummy, he did not yell, did not demand anything. He spoke quietly, hummed something of his own, one he knew, shared his impressions. With his father we do not see each other and do not communicate. He does not come to Luke either. Although, probably, in this situation, we are both to blame. Thank God that this man in my life happened, because with him we made such a fairy boy. "
Soul Equinox Day
With her current husband Valery Tanya met on the set of the TV program "The Secret of Success". He came with his musical band from Saratov, but instead of the capital he won the heart of the presenter. For a long time the couple hid the romance that had begun. And not because they feared publicity - they were afraid to frighten off happiness. A year later they decided to get married. Since then, Tanya has not for one day left a feeling of happiness, peace, gratitude. Initially, Luke took the new pope warily, with an understandable childish jealousy. In fact, it turned out that Valery knows how to get along with children. Now they are real friends. And when my mother until the night at work, for her men, she is calm. "It's good that my husband is not a show business person and has nothing to do with my vain television and radio life. He works as a technical director in a small production company. First of all, I am his wife and mother, Luke, and then I'm a TV presenter and a public man. Valera is a real man, strong, worthy, patient. He for us with his son - a real rear. And I continue to change - for the better. Although finally relax, it seems, will not succeed. As one talented psychoanalyst says: "Absolute happiness is Alzheimer's disease, senile dementia. A normal person can not be completely satisfied with his life. At the same time, he has enough wit and humor to treat everything philosophically. " This summer, Tutta Larsen is expected to be added to the family. Happiness in her life, no doubt, will become more.