It seems that another two or three days, another jerk - and in Vlad Galkin's life there would certainly have come a bright band, and all the bad would have been forgotten like a terrible dream. The film "Kotovsky", in which the actor invested so much energy, souls (and in other ways he could not work in principle), was already widely advertised on Russian TV in those days. Just about everyone will see this work, there will be a flurry of calls from colleagues and spectators, new proposals from the directors will come, and, eventually, all this will pull Vladislav out of the abyss! But, alas: the very "little bit" just did not suffice, because sometimes everything is decided not even by the days, but by hours, minutes. The actor's heart stopped on the eve of a big premiere, which the fans watched without him ...
Shame, pain, despair
The last year was for Vladislav Galkin the actor and his wife very hard. Work for 14 hours a day. Experience because of problems in his personal life. Finally, that ill-fated story, when the actor made a scandal in the bar, and then pounced with fists on the policeman. A long trial, a court, a suspended sentence. And all this with details, savored in the actor's party, society, the press. Many of those who idolized Vlad, when he was "on horseback," turned away at the black hour. Immediately, they labeled the "alcoholic", "rowdy", "starter". They began to poison: I "I have to put Galkin behind bars, so that others do not like me." As if they did not see how he himself is tormented and repents - not theatrically, not because it is so necessary (otherwise he would apologize instantly, feeling what it is threatening), but for real. As if he did not notice his open appeals, where in every word - shame, pain, despair. And where only one thing is read: "Yes, I stumbled, I'm ready to bear responsibility for this. But purely humanly ... forgive me, "Vlad did not hide that he sometimes gives up his nerves. He was irrepressible, categorical, demanding, "swearing", as he, laughing, spoke about himself. And yet attentive, generous, kind, vulnerable. Of those about whom you can say: "He is like a naked nerve. If she loves, she loves. If he suffers, he suffers so much. " "You know, sometimes there comes such a band that you think:" Well, it's already off the scale! How much you can! ", And life seems to object:" No, let's drink this cup to the bottom! "- a year ago the actor was frank. - To get out of this situation, sometimes just a sense of humor, sometimes - the support of loved ones. But it happens, all the same you get to rabies. Then it's good to pause, step back and look at everything from the side. Man is endowed with an amazing ability to think. This is a great gift that gives us the opportunity not to make the same mistakes ... "
"In general, my entire life is subject to emotions, impulses," Vladislav said. - I'm a maximalist. Not restrained, aggressive, little tolerated. In general, the "gift". You know, artists are special people, we have a very mobile psyche. If you read the clinical descriptions of schizophrenia, it turns out that we are all schizophrenics, psychopaths. This is a consequence of huge loads. The actor in fact so much gives, puts in a role so much nerves, souls and such colossal bowels from itself ejaculate, that somehow it is necessary to be restored, and to make it turns out not always. And it seems to me, we can not be condemned for the hard character of us actors. And sometimes you can even regret it. If a person is able to please on the stage, to surprise, I think he can forgive a lot. "
And yet, why did Vladislav break in that bar? Probably there was a whole complex of reasons. But, perhaps, the main thing was that his once happy marriage with the actress and director Daria Mikhailova, gave a deep crack. Now it is pointless to find out who is right, who is to blame, but it was clear from the recent interview of Vladislav Galkin, the actor and his wife: he was terribly worried about the beginning of parting with Dasha, which led to the declaration of divorce at the end of December. They say he dreamed of a child. Dasha's daughter from the first marriage with Maxim Sukhanov has Vasilisa's daughter, but the child did not appear together with Vlad-maybe he would have changed something ... Or maybe there was a normal crisis of relations, and the couple could not overcome it.
We communicated with Daria just one day before Vlad's death. She was all at work - she was making her own film. But after the incident she canceled the shooting. They say that Daria is simply crushed by grief and now, in hindsight, largely blames herself ...
At first sight
But they had with Vladislav the same, real, love. They met 10 years ago, when Daria was preparing to stage her first performance - based on the novel The Brothers Karamazov. Not being familiar with the actor Galkin, she sensed from the photo: it is he who can play impulsive and passionate Mitya. They met. And fell in love with each other at first sight. Many years later, Vlad, laughing, declared: "Dasha was not mistaken. Correctly say that a woman chooses a man. So she chose me ... on her own head. " And Dasha admitted: "I immediately fell in love. Initially, I took our craving for each other as a passion. I did not believe that a person could take you so seriously. But when Vladislav almost there, he called to get married ... I will not hide, I was not ready. It seemed to me that marriage would spoil, "land" the relationship. But it turned out the opposite. "
Both Vladislav and Dasha appreciated family life very much. "You know, I'm cautious about effective actions. Well, someone climbed up there for you on the roof, filled up with a basket of flowers ... Because, as a rule, people who commit such acts are sprinters capable of running only for short distances, "said Daria. - Vladislav is not like that. He's just very caring, attentive. And behaves this way every day. He is generally very careful person in relation to relatives. " "I still buy something for Dashka," Vladislav told us in confirmation of his wife's words. - When you make gifts, you experience such a buzz! Life - it's gray, boring without holidays, and they have to be arranged often. By and large, we live in positive emotions, and negative ones kill us. "
Beginning of the End
It seemed that they sprouted into each other so much that nothing could crush their union. "Since we met with Dasha, I forgot about what depression is. I'm so happy that we have each other! Exclaimed the actor. "I think we have very good relations." They do not have "syusyu-musu". We are always fixated on each other. When we work in different cities, we are madly bored, "ringing" a lot of money, we manage to quarrel and make up on the phone. When I'm going from the house to the airport - everything, already melancholy green, just trouble. To me without Dasha uncomfortable, uncomfortable, inorganic. I always feel her mood. I do not even listen to what she says, how much her voice sounds. By intonation it is easy to understand in which person a state, whether something is bothering him. If I feel wrong, and Dashka tries to hide it (sometimes she does not want to load me with her problems), I'll still try to - you can not escape me! Sometimes a trifle can throw a person into a state of complete frenzy, and here you need the help of a loved one ... If something remains behind the scenes at the first moment, then in the next it can grow into irritation and even go into a kind of stall. What for? Therefore, we all do together, we discuss. I often deal with Dasha's problems, and she tries to help me in some way. "
In the television movie "Kotovsky" Vlad and Darya were shot together, and last summer we took Dasha's interview about their family life. And at that moment she said about her a little differently, not as before, and this could not be overlooked. To the question "Thanks to what you and Vladislav have been together for so many years?" The actress replied: "I think we are together because we have separations. I think they are needed. As soon as we are together for a long time, we begin to strain each other a little. I do not know how Vladislav, but sometimes I feel: I want him to go somewhere. I dream to miss him. "
Several years ago , while filming with "Diversant-2", Vladislav suffered a severe leg injury, suffered several operations. She and Dasha went through everything together, she behaved like a hero, and Vlad knew: if not for her ... Remembering that story last summer, Dasha lamented: "Yes, I'm no heroine. And I do not want to be. I want to be just happy pofigistkoy, lying in a lounger somewhere in Italy, go shopping and not think how much money I spent. " And about "If not for her ..." the actress noticed: "We need to remind Galkin about it again. No, of course, he does. But he must be remembered forever. "
Dasha also told that recently she began to look differently at many things. "I understood: men and women are so different planets that one can not demand mutual understanding from them. Therefore, in my opinion, there is only one way to keep the relationship - everyone should have a life. Work, its business, friends, that is, its own world. And this freedom makes you appreciate someone who is close ...
As for us with Vladislav, we have different periods in the relationship. It can not be all perfect. And why should? Do we really have to "show the diary to the parents all the time": now, everything is fine with us! No, life is different. "
He was much weaker than many thought
The film "Kotovsky" was the last work of Vladislav Galkin, the actor and his wife. With the beginning of the judicial process, the proposals, to put it mildly, diminished. First, everyone was waiting for this story to end - from the "not so distant" places they do not let go to the shooting. And secondly, many said: "Galkin's impaired reputation." And he often said about himself: "Or you work, or you drink." And he shut himself up, began to drink. Neither to justify, nor to condemn him for it, probably, it is impossible. So much has leaned on him! Vladislav was much weaker than many thought. He died in a rented apartment and, according to medical reports, lay there for 36 hours before his body was discovered. And a little stroke. I remember how two years ago Vladislav talked about the victory of Russian hockey players over Canadians: "In sport, I am an observer. But what a delight I have to win! It seems that we have forgotten what it means to win! What is this feeling when we can! When the score equaled, and until the end of the match were minutes, I could not sit by the TV and said to Dasha: "Let's go for a walk. Otherwise the heart will burst. We lost or won, we learn by the way the city behaves. These moments of unity in his country, where six months of winter, Vladislav so pleased. He did not like winter, lived with these joys and waited for spring. My spring ...
"Love me, please"
When this conversation took place, nothing foreshadowed troubles. And today Vlad's words sound unspeakably sad. In the last six months of his life, he had heard too little good in his address. And now I want to say, it's too late ...
- Vladislav, I remember you as a 9-year-old boy, when you played at Stanislav Govorukhin Huckleberry Finn at the Odessa film studio. Such a light from you was coming! We really loved you then.
"Love me, please, continue." This is very important for me.
- Well, after "Truckers" you are loved both in Russia and in Ukraine ...
- Actually my iconic film "In August of the 44-th". And "Truckers" ... A good story, but it's been shown on TV so many times that, frankly speaking, I'm already tired of it.
"What about your leg?" Injury?
- On the shooting of the "Saboteurs" landed unsuccessfully. Torn ligaments in the knee. Now we have to live and work with this.
- Do you shoot with the understudy?
- No, he did. Now I'm going to the Crimea. Then Moscow, Pskov. And further.
- Once I asked Sergei Zhigunov, who in his opinion is a superman. And he replied: he who flies with women and pigeons ...
-... (interrupts). It's funny. Probably, he meant Batman. But I'm not Batman, but still, as you can see, I'm flying.
- You played in the series "Spetsnaz". That's right, in a lively way ...
"I'm glad if that's so." It's a movie about the people we lost, not saved. They need to put a monument, preferably in life, of course. Killed so many boys - young handsome, talented, who left with shouts of "hurray." And did not return. (Pause.) You know, I have friends from special forces. I bow before them, admire their inner strength.
- And what gives you the strength to cope with difficult life situations?
- Thought about the parents. While they are alive. We are born and do something for their sake. Mom and Dad are my only teachers. I remember, they repeated to me: "Everything is in your hands ..." Do you want me to read your poems to you?
- Of course.
-... just now I'll take a cigarette. I wrote them in my childhood. Listen? (lights):
The car is full. People are sitting.
Sore throat. Sores of thought.
Loving is difficult. And life is false.
War is stupidity.
Yes, blood is terrible.
I want to jump.
The face was swollen. Dashing horses ...
Yes, life.
- Somehow not childlike written. Life in a strip?
- It's not a matter of striping it or a lineage. It's too direct.
- Well, now you have a positive segment. Your wife is a good actress. You are such a beautiful couple with her ...
- Yes, Dasha is very talented. Now I went to my mother-in-law, to my mother.
- There are rumors that you are going to become a dad. It's true?
- Dreaming about it. But it's not just up to me. The will of God. Very much I ask, be cautious to our conversation.
- I promise. Say at last: what life credo is closer to you?
- Always be yourself. And try to be happy!