Nastya still does not change her image. The eccentric singer told the "Yellow Newspaper" that she could be pissed off with anything, even a spilled cup, she often has hysterics, and besides she constantly roars because of unrequited love.
Without Andrei Kurpatov I can not
- Nastya, they say, your relations with the former "manufacturers" are very tense. What is the reason?
- Everyone wanted to become a winner, and I was lucky. With the "manufacturers" I really do not make friends, except with Mark Tishman. With the rest, we are just colleagues. To be honest, it was initially difficult for me to communicate with everyone.
- Even with Dima Bikbaev, with whom you had an affair at the "Factory"?
"Dimka is a good man, but we do not fit together. It was clear to him and to me from the very beginning of our relationship. We never managed to remain friends. And my greatest friend is the ingenious doctor Andrei Kurpatov. He understood me, felt it. I still go to him, I can not live without him.
- Do not you have girlfriends?
- My friends were, and all of me betrayed. I am an open person and believe in friendship. I can give the last, if necessary, to come to the person at two or three o'clock in the morning. But for my sake no one has ever done that. However, now I have a friend Emma, who tolerates me. I can be hysterical, and she listens-she realizes that I'm just tired. I can be pissed off with anything. If you do not like how a person looks at me, I start to wind up. Or I do not like the usual cup, and I rearrange it. I have so many emotions that I can not always manage them. Sometimes I will do something, and then I think to myself: "Nastya, what are you doing?" But if it's really not right, I can easily admit it and ask for forgiveness.
- Tell me about your first love.
- My first love was unhappy. For seven years I suffered, completely gave myself up to feelings. She loved my brother's classmate. And he ... I do not even know whether he loved me or not. I could have walked one day in the city, listening to music and thinking about it. For the whole night, Kiev could bypass. I did not know who to tell about my feelings. Saves only nights in noisy clubs, some ridiculous acquaintances. The first love is forever. I will not forget her, even when I'm seventy.
I'm very vulnerable, but I hide it
"Do you write poetry?"
- I'm writing sketches. I have emotions, and I add rhymes. At me not that case when the pillow - the best girl-friend, I talk at night with a paper and the handle. True, often such a suicidal text turns out ...
"Do you often think about suicide?"
- Rarely. I'm just such a person, an autist, I live in my world, it's difficult to understand me. I am afraid of many things. An absurd death, the death of my mother ... I'm afraid of death. I do not know what's after. And I do not like to live in obscurity, so I try to plan tomorrow.
- I look, and in your clothes reflects your inner world: all in black.
"My whole wardrobe is black." They say to me: "What do you like as a funeral?" Or "Do not attract trouble!" And I'm so comfortable, black - my favorite color. I open my closet, and there's a big black stain. Sometimes I wear white, when it's nice, gray - when everyday life, and black - a festive color. I never wore red or green - it's not my thing. In black I feel protected. I'm a vulnerable person, I can take offense with a half-word, but I do not show it. By nature I'm a kind, gentle person, I can understand people.
I die for the sake of Kostya Meladze
- Now you have a young man?
- No, my friends are around me, and that's enough for me. I had enough in love, loss and experience, through which I experience emotions on stage. When I sing the songs "Faith" and "All for you", I almost always cry. At this moment I do not notice people, I try to convey a song to the audience, I sing with all my heart. For me every time, like the first. I cry for a year because of my unrequited love. Time does not heal the fig, the pain remains. To love and be in love is temporary, and separation and loss remain forever.
- For men committed insane acts?
"Men are not worthy for me to do something for them." I do not even know for whom I am capable of doing something. For the sake of Bones Meladze I will die, probably. I can do a lot for Kurpatov. These people helped me become a man.
"Do you have a way of dressing a guy?"
"If an unpleasant person pestered me, I would approach him closely and calmly say:" You are not interesting to me, you are petty and low. " And if a drunk pushes, I can give it from the elbow. But I do not act like a star. First of all you are a person, and your regalia are in second place.